tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post2021694779893663979..comments2023-10-08T06:58:11.558-04:00Comments on bound by symmetry.: unimaginableunaffectedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01847927139783349391noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-61575331317094092762011-09-21T20:45:10.819-04:002011-09-21T20:45:10.819-04:00We build a wall around ourselves as we go through ...We build a wall around ourselves as we go through all of this to barricade ourselves against heartbreak and disappointment. But even when we're all walled in, there must still be a little bit of hope, or we wouldn't keep trying. I can't picture myself pregnant either. I remember looking at maternity clothes thinking I couldn't wait until I could shop for them. Now I just avert my eyes when I get near the maternity section.meggolahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04516705065671805455noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-53802567981973795722011-09-21T13:52:20.210-04:002011-09-21T13:52:20.210-04:00**HUGS** I hear ya. Although my hopes do still get...**HUGS** I hear ya. Although my hopes do still get up there... I find it harder to hold on to it like I used to. Infertility just chews you up and spits you back out a bitter person. It's an ugly truth.LisaLhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17757636046520334259noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-15329443914729735352011-09-20T11:17:33.502-04:002011-09-20T11:17:33.502-04:00I know I wasn't left waiting as long as you, b...I know I wasn't left waiting as long as you, but I still had that feeling. I couldn't imagine being pregnant and couldn't imagine a baby of my own. The funny thing is I still look at my daughter and have a hard time believing it. annoyed army wife is right, it's self-protection and you do what you have to do to keep moving forward and living your life. It's okay not to hope, because I am hoping for you! It will happen and this will all be a bunch of shit you had to go through with a giant reward at the end.Kellyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08341201834310837967noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-6733233551878916092011-09-20T08:27:43.551-04:002011-09-20T08:27:43.551-04:00I could have written this post. I cannot imagine ...I could have written this post. I cannot imagine it either- not even a little bit. I hate that.<br />I am holding out hope for you that your new RE and study protocol is the answer you have been searching for. wishing you much love and luck.cdghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13174907373129154516noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-43752150774574799932011-09-19T20:53:39.987-04:002011-09-19T20:53:39.987-04:00I know that feeling all too well (*hugs*) I hope o...I know that feeling all too well (*hugs*) I hope one day you can see it all again.AnotherDreamerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11487881766884178761noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-87236328537196356052011-09-19T18:27:46.181-04:002011-09-19T18:27:46.181-04:00***hugs*** I wish I had something profound or help...***hugs*** I wish I had something profound or helpful to say, but I don't. For myself I don't really feel hopeful and haven't in a about a year. I think it's a method of self-protection. It's less painful to have low expectations then to have high hopes crushed every cycle. :(Michellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09540357391500090255noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2614900991111270710.post-59330247320949593722011-09-19T17:49:16.406-04:002011-09-19T17:49:16.406-04:00:( I know how this feels, I've been there, and...:( I know how this feels, I've been there, and still feel like I'm jaded. It sucks. I do believe, however, that it's not gone, just on hold. I WILL get that feeling back, when a baby is my reality, and I WILL pass it on to my child. *hugs*Jesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01224815281509941511noreply@blogger.com