FET #3: 4dp6dt

So in case you hadn't noticed, I'm taking a bit of a different approach this time around. I'm doing my best to not obsess. And surprisingly, I'm doing pretty well.

I never thought I'd be the one to hold off on testing, to try not to obsess. Who cares either way, right? Obsessing has always been a great way to pass the time for me.

Well, after so much disappointment in the realm of baby-making, something's gotta give. So this time I'm trying to protect my heart a bit.

My plan remains to test on Saturday evening. After my dear friend's baby shower. That will be 6dp6dt, and if this FET worked, I will get at least a hint of a line by that point.

Symptom check:

Just because I'm not obsessing, that doesn't mean I can't post my symptoms, right? (Does that last sentence contain a triple negative??)

Since last night, I've been having these intermittent pangs. They aren't really cramps. I think it might be that "burrowing" or "digging in" feeling that some ladies say they experience. It is here briefly and then goes. I'm doing a piss-poor job of describing it, but hopefully you get the idea. It's always on the same side (the right side), down kind of near my ovary. I'm hoping it's a good sign.

Other than that, I'm not really having any symptoms of note. I was hoping the whole peeing-in-middle-of-the-night thing would start up soon. And I really don't know if it has. Last night, Buster barged in the bedroom at 1:00 a.m. with Kelsey in tow. Apparently Kelsey had the shits and Buster put her in the tub to wash off her back "feathers". So I woke up to help and peed while I was up. Hopefully tonight I'll wake up on my own with the need to pee.

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2 days until testing!


4 days until beta!


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