Thursday, May 3, 2012

FET #3: 4dp6dt

So in case you hadn't noticed, I'm taking a bit of a different approach this time around. I'm doing my best to not obsess. And surprisingly, I'm doing pretty well.

I never thought I'd be the one to hold off on testing, to try not to obsess. Who cares either way, right? Obsessing has always been a great way to pass the time for me.

Well, after so much disappointment in the realm of baby-making, something's gotta give. So this time I'm trying to protect my heart a bit.

My plan remains to test on Saturday evening. After my dear friend's baby shower. That will be 6dp6dt, and if this FET worked, I will get at least a hint of a line by that point.


Symptom check:
Just because I'm not obsessing, that doesn't mean I can't post my symptoms, right? (Does that last sentence contain a triple negative??)

Since last night, I've been having these intermittent pangs. They aren't really cramps. I think it might be that "burrowing" or "digging in" feeling that some ladies say they experience. It is here briefly and then goes. I'm doing a piss-poor job of describing it, but hopefully you get the idea. It's always on the same side (the right side), down kind of near my ovary. I'm hoping it's a good sign.

Other than that, I'm not really having any symptoms of note. I was hoping the whole peeing-in-middle-of-the-night thing would start up soon. And I really don't know if it has. Last night, Buster barged in the bedroom at 1:00 a.m. with Kelsey in tow. Apparently Kelsey had the shits and Buster put her in the tub to wash off her back "feathers". So I woke up to help and peed while I was up. Hopefully tonight I'll wake up on my own with the need to pee.

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2 days until testing!


4 days until beta!


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18 comments:

  1. First off, I'm very proud of you. I'm glad you're doing what is best for you and taking care of yourself during this time. Thinking of you and hoping for very good news soon!

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  2. I have found myself trying not to obsess too much lately too. It is so hard but in the end I think it is better for my mental health. I have everything crossed for you. I have a good feeling about this.

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  3. Good for you for not obsessing. I'm still excited to see your tests though! KMFX!

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  4. Good job not obsessing! I think its important to protect oneself from too much heartache (and you've had more than enough). I hope that "burrowing in" feeling is a good sign :-) Waiting anxiously for your test result!!

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  5. Obsessing is mandatory, I think!?!?
    If you can avoid it - I applaud you.
    I found listening to Circle + Bloom helped me TONS!!!

    I'll be thinking of you come Saturday and anticipating a post from you!!!

    HUGS!

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  6. Ooh, you're good! I'm going to smack myself for you after I say this, but I have a good feeling about this one.

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  7. Everything crossed for you friend...

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  8. I'm loving your approach this time arround :) Good luck!! Can't wait to hear :)

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  9. thinking of you- fingers and toes are crossed
    xoxox

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  10. Thinking of you!!! I hope you have an amazing weekend!!!!!

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  11. Wow... Great self control! I'm envious and proud of you!

    Good luck!

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  12. Good girl! Confidence and calm is 95% of the battle :)

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  13. Congrats on not testing/obsessing! And here's hoping you wake up to pee tonight on your own! :)

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  14. Can't wait for the beta!!

    Squish

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  15. I'm really praying this is your time sent you a message to invite you to my private blog. Hope you got it.

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    1. I didn't get the invite! Will you email me at boundbysymmetryblog (at) gmail (dot) com? I will then email you my contact info! :)

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  16. Thinking of you and hoping for some awesome news in the very near future!

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