Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Cycle Day One

Yep. I won't lie, I feel a bit sorry for myself. I'm really, really trying hard not to, though.

So, I will post a picture of my baby girl. She makes me happy :)






Edit:
Well, I'm finding my mood getting increasingly bitter and depressed. I'm doing everything right, and my body just will not cooperate. I'm honestly not sure how many more CD1s I can face. It gets so exhausting standing up after being knocked down month after month. I know, it's only standing up, how hard can it be? And honestly (as many of you know), really fucking hard.

10 comments:

  1. Oh, I'm so sorry hun :(. I have been feeling the same way lately, like I don't think I can continue this all indefinitely. *Hugs*

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  3. Eek, just deleted my post... here it is again.

    So sorry, know just how you feel, having faced many myself.

    One thought I use to comfort myself is to try to be grateful for a regular cycle - one less thing to worry about. (I know, not much of a comfort...).

    Sending happy thoughts your way.

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  4. I'm so sorry Kara. I too understand and I'm guessing I'll be facing CD 1 yet again i a few days. :( I'm also sending happy thoughts your way. Hugs

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  5. I'm so sorry it's CD1 again. It never gets easier does it.

    But what a sweet furry face to help brighten your day.

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  6. I'm so sorry hun. I wish I could say it gets easier. You are always in my prayers. *hugs*
    I love Kelsey's happy face :)

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  7. I am so sorry it's another failed cycle. I don't know how you do it. You are so strong and that will be just one of the many things you will bless your children with someday soon. Sending big hugs and lots of prayers.

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  8. I'm so sorry for another month down the drain. I wish I could say it gets easier, but it really doesn't. Infertility SUCKS! plane and simple. I can say this promise definitely makes you realize you are stronger than you ever thought possible. Hang in there and hold on to the hope that one day you will be a mommy!

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  9. fyi I meant plain not plane lol

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  10. So sorry! :( If it is any consolation, my husband and I planned a vacation around when baby-makin' was prime, but turns out I am just going to be in Hawaii with my lovely AF. Booooo.
    Hang in there!

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