Which means I have a bad time (yes, like that time I had to clean up projectile vomit). My issue is that I am the lightest sleeper in the history of the world, and when Buster comes in trashed at whatever time of night, I am instantly awake.
Last night was no different. I'm not sure what time he came home, or what time he came to bed. But I do know that by the time he passed out, I was wide awake.
Also, I think he was having some episodes of sleep apnea. I'm not sure if it was alcohol-induced or what, but I've never heard him do anything like it before. I kept shaking him to get him breathing normally again, but after 5 minutes the breaths would shorten and eventually give way to some odd gurgling/choking sound. It was alarming.
Finally, it stopped. I'm not sure if he rolled over or changed position, but something fixed it.
At this point, I was awake and had to pee. BADLY. I was not going to get back to sleep without peeing. At 3:30 a.m.
I am still really hopeful that this urgency to pee is a good sign. I've never had this happen before. My luck, I'm just getting old and my bladder is weakening. Depends, here I come.
But I did look up the side effects for Dexamethasone, Prometrium, and Estrace, and none of them list frequent urination.
Symptom check:Since this post is being written so early in the day, the only symptom I've had is the increased urgency to pee, which wakes me in the night.
I'm hoping some other symptoms crop up later today, but I'm not holding my breath.
Pee stick check:What else is a girl to do at 3:30 a.m. other than pee on a stick?
The 88 cent Walmart test is no longer showing a line. The $ tree test is very faint, as is the FRER.
I am so ready for darker tests.
|5dp6dt FMU FRERs|
|$ tree tests from the past several of days.|
I joined a November FET group, and there are three other women who had FETs on the same day as me. Two of them got positive tests yesterday, and they are even darker today.
I can't help feeling like I'm on my way out. I know it's early. I know this. But, those women are getting lines. Shouldn't my lines be getting darker at this point?
Despair is creeping in, but I'm really trying to push it away.
I will POAS again this evening. Hopefully the line will be darker.
2 days until Beta!