Monday, January 30, 2012

i should be

Today marks four weeks since we received the devastating news.

I should be celebrating my graduation into the second trimester.

I should be starting to see a baby bump.

I should be pregnant.

24 comments:

  1. I'm sorry. I know how you feel. I should be 35 weeks this week...almost full term.
    Do something for yourself and your baby this week. write something or make something. Everything helps just a little and you will feel stronger in time. I know because I am slowly getting there day by day.
    MissC

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  2. Yesterday was 1 month since I received my bad news too...

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  3. This hits so close to home. Biggest hugs.

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  4. Just caught up reading your blog. So sorry for your loss. Big hugs.

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  5. I know and I'm so sorry. This isn't fair or right that you're currently living with this. I really wish it was otherwise. MissC's suggestion is a good one. Take some time to do something for yourself and your baby. In the meantime, I'm sending you a big hug.

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  6. Yes, you should be, and in a fair and just world, you would be. Just praying you will be soon again!

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  7. I'm so, so very sorry. Thinking of you...

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  8. I just don't have any words cause I know how much this hurts. {{Big hug}}

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  9. Sucks doesn't it? If I knew more comforting words I would share them. But in the words of michael Jackson, you are not alone.

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  10. Big hugs to you. So sorry you are sad. Thinking of you.

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  11. ::hug:: I hear it gets easier as you get past the major milestones. I'm so sorry that things like this keep the wound raw and fresh :( I'll keep praying for you.

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  12. <3 so sorry sweets! I write in a journal to my unborn and future babies. Thinking of you, and praying that God will give you a great blessing soon!

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  13. i am so sorry sweetie, sending you so much love

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  14. 'Should's mark the path through this, its so hard, love to you

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  15. I understand. I wish neither of us knew this pain. I am sorry that you have to go through this.

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  16. I can give you hope in that one day the milestones will slow, but you will never forget certain dates. That's the part that really just sucks. Next month marks 3 years since I found out I was pregnant with my angel baby. I still think of that baby constantly. The would might have been. I pray for your healing! Life just isn't fair!

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  17. You should, and it isn't fair. I was just thinking about these things for a moment the other day. They are difficult thoughts to have. All I can offer is a virtual hug. Know that I am reading and you are not alone.

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  18. So so sorry hunny. Its not fair and its exhausting going through this. Take care of yourself today. I prefer Lifetime movies, wine, and crackers and cheese for such occasions. <3

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  19. Hey Kara. tmcleland here.. Just wanted to pop in and say I am thinking of you! And hope everything is O.K.
    I can't believe life can be so cruel like this, don't woman have to deal with enough and to top it off.. this bullshit. I really pray that you guys get your thb soon, as someone so kind and caring like you deserves to be a mommy <3 and I know deep down you will! All the best!

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  20. I totally understand how you feel. I should be in my 3rd trimester right now....7 months. 6 months ago today I miscarried at 5 weeks. But instead I am busy getting ready to start seeing a new RE because it is going on 2 and a half years since we started TTCing. ((HUGS))

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